im so stressed out, damn give me a break. I know we all have sob stories but i feel like mine never ends. My grandma is getting sick again, in and out the hospital she goes. She tells me she has fulfill any goals yet thats the only reason why she trys to stay alive. I promised her , whatever happens and she doesnt fulfill, ill take over and succeed it for her. It just says that the woman who basically raised me is in this condition. Yes, i do understand she is getting older but i dont want to believe she is getting weaker. She is by far the strongest woman I know. No one compares to this woman. If you would hear the stories, I bet none of your grandmas would give her self stitches at the age of  85. She’s my bestfriend and my soul, with out her there’s no light that brightens up my day. She just wants to see my graduate college and have a career and she said she will be very happy and proud. I love her so much and all I’m asking to buddha god or who ever hear these prayers , is to give her one more chance. One more chance, to fulfill her goals so she can go happy.