You know what grind my gears?

People who constantly flaunt that you are gay. Okay we get it, you are gay! Who isn’t gay now of days? It’s 2012 it’s accepted , flaunt that! But if you are constantly telling the world, I’m really thinking you are not gay. It’s one thing to be proud it but if I just see post on your dumb shit, it’s killing me smalls. I’m not being bitch but consider or take how you want, I’m speaking mind right now. Shout out to all the noisy fucks as school asking about my business. Come on man , are we in high school? I guess fidm San Diego is so small people are so intrigued about your personal life. Lost a good friend today, dude couldn’t redeem himself. Had to act like fool and threaten me? Dude you are 26 and I’m 19 , you are fucking grown. Grow some hair on your nuts and call it night. My favorite part is when all is said and done he apologizes , don’t mess with marine dudes, something Are cray ( not saying all of ya are crazy) but the few that has that fuck you ima kill you attitude , therapy man, it might help. Life’s been crazy with us twist an turns. The ex moved out and I’m just chillin and finding myself. I feel it almost complete but at the same time your mind set changes when your 21-25 and 25-35 so on and so forth. No one is really going to find them officially , if anything you are just progressing to the person you are becoming at the end , when you are 45 50 , you like back and realize , what a road and journey ive taken. It was either the right road or the wrong road, I see a lot of people I knew fucking up and there are no u-turns for them and I see some taking the right road and see good in their future. I can’t speak for all and I’m not judging its just what i see and learn from. I fucked up many times and probably will make mistakes as I grow, but we are only human at the end of the day. We either learn from it, or pass it by. I don’t know, I’m just ranting at 5 am on my insomnia mind. If it doesn’t make sense, eat my shorts ha alright good morning and good night to those who are barely sleeping! Oh and be prepared for my online mag launch!